Hear the music Of the spheres Calling Feel The irresistible Attraction Of the singularities Pulling See the twinkle The burst of life Shrouded in the Nebulous mists Here the roar Of the silent yaw Of space Here the call The dare
The scarlet mountain Hangs in the sky
The scarlet mountain Lies
Through the blood Of the mountain
All of us Relate
This is the place Dreams instantiate
Where the scarlet mountain Dwells in the clouds
That is where Hope flies
The compass has no compassion The waves care not The road goes on forever Whatever your feet yearn Rest is not an option For the currents will always win Only those that fly Will win
From the unimaginable Power Of supermassive black holes To the delicate Dance of quarks It all contains Elegance Beautiful and precise In the conclusion of horror And the breaking of joy The shining of rain And the sweep of the dune From the swell of the tide And the retreat Elegance Rules
A piece of me is demanded Every waking moment of my life One day the critical piece Will be withdrawn And the inevitable Tumble will come The final fall The end of the game
Waiting on tenterhooks For the next Big Idea The next Winner The next Wedding The next Divorce The next Leader The next Messiah For some Just The Next Sale In the meantime We are bled And the fruits of our labours Snuck out of the back door
This is the age of reason Apparently What reason then Behind the starving child Tortured by hunger pains What reason Behind the women Sold as toys What reason The stockpiling and use Of weapons of blood One reason One alone That pounds every moment Of our lives
The scrabble for the dream Prevents the dream As we fill every moment Chasing here and there To get things done! We never stop to ask Why The things we are chasing We will never have time for As we are too busy Chasing Mankind and I Have become Empty husks of purpose
The gate swings Welcoming those who have come Waving to those who have gone The wear on the paint Remembrance Painting it over Will not erase the memory
I wandered lonely as a brick That sinks and dives in stream and lake, When all at once I was so sick, And an awful mess I did make. Beside the lake, beneath the trees. Splattering my stomach in the breeze.
It must have been the bread I had Or maybe that old Milky Way. This puddle of sick smelt so bad Along the margin of the bay. Ten pints I had drunk, at a guess. Tossing my head, I felt a mess.
The waves in my head danced, and they Dashed my weak legs from under me. A poet could not be so gay As the one who stood over me. He gazed and gazed and then in glee Threw up and fell down next to me.
Next morn when on my couch I lay In vacant and in pensive mood. I swore I’d give up drink that day. And swore some more, it was quite rude. But soon, once more, the cider spills. I’ll sleep again with daffodils.
Let the rhythm of the future Not be The rhythm of the past Let us change it Though the task be hard And let it be Beautiful Let it be vast Lest it be elegant And true
The glitterati glitter While the paparazzi pack Lines full of lies and libel To shore up the moral we lack The world wide web weaves wonders Hyperlinks hypnotise The people they rage and thunder Swallowing all of the lies So watch the things that glisten Watch the lustre and shine And remember that nobody listens Any of the time
It’s hard to be heard in the herd The shared shards of pain shred The glass glistens but no one listens To the words of bards and the birds Yes, it’s hard to be heard
Resistance is futile So they say Sometimes It certainly feels that way But from resistance We get the heat Without which We would be Incomplete Heat is energy That turns into action Action and reaction The turning of the engine of Revolution
Flight or fight They say But that first day The looming shadow The bully I was pinned Couldn’t run Couldn’t fight Jellified with fear Neither response available
For many years That shadow stalked me Until one day I fought And it fled
The robin in his nest Perched in the naked branches Of the blasted tree Three winds blown Over the black, sore plain Wisps of smoke rise And stings his eyes Faint embers glow All around The hot storm has howled Now the beast is grounded Never to rise again A hard winter will fall The nest will freeze No more tears Will wet the plain
Amber brown bristles Fletched true Sighted On the smooth straight shaft Knocked Creak of wood And leather Tense flesh Strength of arm Years Of hard work Hard life Peaked In tense flesh Aimed
Deep russet red Undulating tight Over perfect form Moving with surety Strength and grace Slender neck Proud eyes High points Antlers spectacular
Slow high-speed Flight True Through high trunks Ancient towers Sturdy and rough Flicking leaves Pungent smell Of spilt sap Over lazy ferns
Struck Sunk deep In perfect flesh Deep russet red Covered in bright Fresh crimson Hunter Has hunted
Dusk Deep red sky Flecked with sparks Orange Embers fly On aroma Of roasted flesh Venison Consumed Hunter sated For now
Started awake Cold Stone and straw Shit and piss And chains A dream Of a memory Despite all A happy dream Amidst horror And darkness
Weakness Flesh wasted In forgotten depths Waiting For nothing Time drips Away Into nothing Sodden straw
Stronger arms Clad in chain Dragged from darkness Down cold Stone corridors Into light Hammering eyes Screams and shouts Hammering ears
Then rope And wood Strong scent Of wet rope Rough against Weak neck And wood Creaking underfoot Screams and jeers A clunk Freedom from weight From the wait Exhilaration Then……
Explore the beauty of words in their various forms. “A Spring of Dreams” is a poetic treasure trove, offering a glimpse into the author’s moods and emotions over a year. Dive into the world of haiku, sonnets, and more.
Three hundred and sixty-five poems in all shapes and sizes, sprung from dreams and emotion. Published day after day for a year. There are haiku, sonnets, katauta, lanturnes and many other forms – including free form. The moods are as varied as the forms and often reflect my mood on the day. There is sadness and grief, joy and love.
If nothing else – these can provide a small moment in everyone’s stressful lives to stop and contemplate the world in a different way.
Unless he went made it through today. Found the strength from somewhere. Put aside his pain.
The trauma his son had suffered had not been at his hands. Logically there was no responsibility for it on his shoulders.
Logic was a weak fence against raw emotion. Emotion that told him that he had failed as a father, that the protection he was supposed to give had been lacking, just that once.
Nobody agreed with him.
That made no difference.
So, he would not compound failure with failure. This was his last chance. He would take it.
He had tried all other avenues. Therapy, prayer, medication. Nothing worked, Yet what it had done was show him the way. It had made clear the path he needed to tread.
So he took a deep breath and rose from his seat. He nodded to the doctor signalling his readiness. The doctor frowned but kept his piece. He opened the door and let him enter his son’s room.
The room was sparse, clinical. His son lay curled on top of the bedsheets, motionless. Awake but unresponsive. He did not look up or acknowledge his father’s entrance.
There was a small bedside table to the left of the bed on which sat a plastic beaker of water. The bed was positioned by the window. Sunlight tried to make an impression on the coldness of the room but failed. The only other furniture was a white chest of drawers and some empty white bookshelves.
Then there were the books.
The books, many many books, that should have rested on the shelves or strewn on the floor. An impressive collection for one so young.
They hung impossibly in the air.
He sighed. He knew what came next. It had all become familiar to him. This time though he did not avoid it. He did not flinch or try to defend himself. This time he smiled at his son.
The books flew at him. As if thrown by immense strength and anger. The hard spines whacked into his flesh like dull nails. Again and again and again. Raining pain upon his body. The books that hit him fell to the ground limply, twitched like dying flies, then were suddenly whisked up and flung again.
There was no let-up.
He could feel his body being pummelled into a bloody bruised mess. But he took it. Stood calmly, raised his arms towards his son and kept smiling. Gave all he had left to him – gave him his unconditional love. Took the punishment not meant for him.
The books whirled faster as the rage grew. Like a tornado of leather and card, they descended on him, pounded him. The pain passed over what was bearable to no longer being processable – so he no longer felt it. He knew he would not last much longer – if this continued his body would fail him. Darkness crept inwards along the edges of his eyes. He kept smiling, locked his legs and stood, arms out.
The whirl became a darkness that was trying to beat his flesh from his bones. He felt like the bones themselves were splintering beneath.
Then it stopped.
Suddenly all the books fell to the floor. Sunlight sprang into the room as if a lock had burst.
His son looked up and held out his arms for his father.
Always descending, never ascending. Moving downwards, moving down. I can’t get used to this feeling Moving downwards, moving down. Is it really like this? What are we doing? Do we really want this? Is this the thing to be? The chains that pull the valves and the levers, That drive the steam through pipes of dreams.
Dream worlds falling, morning calling, Pull the chains on, shoulder the yoke. Down to business. Down to labour. Moving downwards, moving down. I don’t like this, what am I doing? I don’t really want this, what is to be? Enter the shaft that takes us downwards. The light is dimming as our dreams descend
Keep them on the verge Of being panicked Keep them unsure And afraid Whip them into a frenzy Then collect the coin they make Prod them where you need them to go
I am not one for biographies myself – I only read this one due to the fact that he was featured in one of my favourite old time Science Fiction series – the Riverworld books by Philip Jose Farmer. A series where every single person who ever lived is resurrected on one world all at once – just a fantastic premise in itself.
Farmer uses Burton as the main character of the first book (and others later on.) He writes him with such passion and paints him in such an interesting way that you can’t help but find out more about him.
So I delved into this biography. Farmer had only painted a small part of his life!
Sir Richard Francis Burton, in reality, was – complicated.
He was a man of extremes. In many ways, he was extremely admirable. On other extremely reprehensible! Unforgivably so.
He achieved more in his lifetime than many of us could on six, seven, eight lifetimes! But is beliefs were bigoted and selfish, to say the least.
For example:
He was an avid supporter of slavery! He believed women’s places were in the home or the bed! He was vehemently anti-semitic and wrote several books that still cause controversy today!
You could argue he was a product of his time but he was an intelligent man and there were plenty of contemporaries who were seeing past the constraints of their society and challenging the established views.
He was a womaniser – had affairs, frequented brothels. He was a brawler – fought at the drop of a hat earning him the nickname Ruffian Dick. He disregarded authority of all kinds and went his own way, expelled from University and often AWOL from his army career.
However:
On the flip side.
He was one of the foremost fencers of the time inventing some new moves.
He was a masterful linguist – he was fluent in 24 languages – and in many of the different dialects of them. So much so he could pass himself off as a local in many places. He learnt much of it from prostitutes!
He was a master of disguise – not just in the fact he could dress up, makeup and talk like the locals. But that he understood them, he took the time to know their customs and etiquette, the foibles without which he would have been betrayed as an outsider. He immersed himself in their culture.
He made seven pilgrimages in his life. Studying and being accepted into various religions – understanding their teachings while not believing any of them.
He was the epitome of an explorer, making dangerous journey in strange lands, suffering illness and injury, going back for more and pressing on.
He explored and brought to light the many sexual practices from around the world. He brought much middle eastern and eastern culture to our consciousness. He brought us translations of the Thousand and One Nights, the Karma Sutra and the Perfumed Garden.
So as I said, complicated.
It brings up a problem we often have with heroes. We want them to be perfect. We want all those good qualities without the bad. But life is not like that – people are not like that.
We kind of know that – we try and accommodate it. Modern day fictional heroes have their flaws, they are dark and brooding and have emotional baggage. But nothing we can’t handle – nothing really reprehensible.
So it got me thinking. I have a real problem with Sir Richard Francis Burton. I admire what he achieved. I dislike what he was as a person. I certainly would not like not have known him personally.
And I see a reflection of modern men in this dilemma. I have written here about how men (and everyone in fact) are demonised in modern media. On the other side, we are brought up with a set of ideals about what a man should be what we should strive to be.
We end up with conflicting views – an ideal – heroic man to strive for, and the wretch the world tells us we are.
The conflict I feel when thinking about Richard Francis Burton is the conflict we feel about modern men – he is a kind of reflection of us.
We should, I think – start to accept our flaws more, try to improve and eliminate them, yes, but give ourselves a break. They are a part of us, a part of our nature. Nobody is perfect – natures abhors perfection as much as a vacuum. Perfection does not exist so let’s stop trying to achieve it.
We are blind to the truth Everyday Suffering goes on And we deny it all Unable to find a way Through the maze of our modern lives To a place where we can be ourselves And hold out that hand that helps our neighbour
Instead we clench our hand in a tight fist Holding tight onto what we have gained Not seeing what we are losing What slips away from our grasp Diminishing our souls Focused on our goals With such passion That we are simply Blind
We have handed over our passport Battered down the hatches In a siege of our own designing Some feeling smug justification Others wondering if they should have done more All responsible All of us Remember this Huddled behind our walls When the hunger strikes
Fortune favours the bold Risk equals success People stop seeing risk And hand over their cash Their time Their labour Their lives The minority shine The majority are mesmerised While they fall
When I was just sixteen I wanted to change the world Bring peace, fix all the problems By twenty one I knew that was not to be Instead, I would leave a legacy Something by which the future would remember me By thirty, the world was down and dirty I was fighting for my place By forty I was planning for those to come By fifty I was fearing the legacy we were leaving Now I only crave peace